I've weighed my options

I have pros and cons lists for both. I just don't know what to do. Honestly.

Everyone says, "Oh- you've come this far. You should continue! You like it!" Yeah. I do. I also like to eat hostess cupcakes and ride my horse.

And let's not forget the over 100k in debt I'll be by the time I get out of here. And then I'll be searching for a job that doesn't pay that well and isn't steady.

I love it here. I do. I've met so many famous (albeit archaeologically) people that sometimes my brain ceases to work because I'm starstruck (this lasts until I see them standing in front of the elevator swearing at it because for some reason known only to the elevator, it has bypassed the ground floor. Again.). There are times though where I feel like I'm in this bubble and that the longer I stay here, the worse it's going to be when it bursts. And the worse it's going to be.

This isn't meant to be a downer post- I'm not up nights crying about how I have too many options. I just like having a plan even if it's sit on the couch and eat oreos until the milk is gone. That's a plan!

So... who wants to decide my next move because I'm doing a crap job of it.